I’m about to turn 36 in a few days and I’m officially old. 🙂

I live in Killeen, TX. I was hesitant about posting here because of the explicit content but maybe there are guys that are looking for something different.

I am not trans or live as a woman publicly. I prefer being a normal guy in public and be able to blend in with society.

It’s not that I’m not proud of who I am but I prefer my private life to be….well private. I’m not a fan or PDA or being obnoxious.

However, I might slightly differ from a gay relationship. I wouldn’t be happy unless a man was attracted to my femininity. I would love to be best friends in public (or secret girlfriend) and at home I’m his girlfriend or wife. I relate more with the dynamics of a heterosexual relationship. Of course, dressing up and being sweet/feminine for a man is a given but my femininity is also nurturing, soft and gentle.

I’m in my 30s and I just really want a serious relationship and maybe even have a family. Is it wrong that I want the traditional stuff?

I would love to have a travel partner, be able to enjoy long walks holding his arm, and just enjoy life with a partner.

If I had one Christmas wish this year, it would be to have the courage to be my authentic self and maybe that’s the key of finding someone compatible.

Dating is a very new thing for me. I would like to date a straight man that may be attracted to women but instead ultimately wants a femboy.

Merry Christmas!🎄