Hi.. I am your stereotypical high achiever on the outside, while having been and felt sexually submissive my entire life. I am 27 and have been with my GF for just over 4 years. We adopted a fairly femdom focused bedroom about 2 years ago, primary focused around kinks of humiliation and degradation (most of our sex is just me going down on her, power exchange, verbal and physical humiliation, foot worship, cuckolding etc). All of these have been my primary kinks since I can remember, and pushing them to their limits has always been intoxicating.

That brings me to this post. My GF is leaving for almost 2 weeks. The apex of submission and humiliation for me would be to submit to another man. I've never done anything like this, or anything with any man, but during this time, I would pledge to be available 24/7 while she is gone. The thought of this is so conflicting but having another man own me, break my sex and sexuality would be the apex of my desire to feel reduced and submitted. Someone to own my head, my mind, get me to talk about personal things with brutal honestly... This would need to be short term for the two weeks, and would be some limits that could be discussed (discretion being paramount). This would need to be an online arrangement.