Hello all!! Im going to be completely honest, idk what I want. Idk if I want to keep fully online and just fantasize and sext, or maybe do things myself in person while chatting or even do something together in person. I honestly don’t know. For now I’d plan just online but I’m open to other things in the future. But for sure I’d like something long term. Even if that means dealing with periods of less chat due to shame/guilt/PNC/etc.

Anyways, recently, I’ve started to fall into the sissy rabbit hole again and I hope to maybe finally find the right person here!! I’ve had minimal luck in the past. Nothing too long term or anything quite what I’m looking for. What I do know is that what I’m looking for isn’t what most are looking for so I’m not super optimistic. That being said, I’m sorry if this is a long post, I’m just hoping to be specific about what I want so I find the right person/people!! I don’t know if “sissy” is the right word for me since I’m not just wanting to be a slut bimbo for some guy to use me and fuck me and that’s it (I mean I do want that just not all the time 24/7 or anything, only when it’s appropriate). I want so much more than sex. I want a relationship where someone helps me become the cute girl I want to be (before anyone asks I’m not trans but it is kinda close to that in some way, but it’s more a purely sexual feeling for me not an everyday life thing).

I want someone to fantasize with about being my daddy (or mommy 🤷🏻‍♂️ but daddy is probably more realistic) to help me become a cute girl like I know I want. I want you to ultimately be in charge of everything but still be gentle. You know, you decide what I wear and when, or what I do, and eventually when we have sex and what kind of sex. But sex is only a small part of it. It’s the clothes honestly that get me the most, and being treated like the dainty cute girlfriend for someone who ultimately has total control of my life. That’s what I’m looking for really and I’d love to get more into details about how I came to this and everything as we chat!

To be completely open, I will say that I am in a straight relationship that’s long distance. She doesn’t know about this and I do want to keep this a secret. I know for many that is a deal breaker and I fully respect that. For me this is a chance to explore a side of my sexuality without having to be super open about it and everything. I understand not everyone is okay with that and that’s okay. I also hope people aren’t going to shame me for this. I’ll also admit I’m super hesitant about privacy and sharing pics or location stuff. Nothing against anyone personally, just the internet can be sketchy sometimes!!

Again, super sorry about super long post. I just like giving lots of details about what I want and I hope I can find the right someone for this fantasy! My DMs are open and I hope to hear from people!! Just please give me more than just a “hello what’s up” or a dick pic 😅. I’d love to hear what exactly you’re looking for and/or what intrigued you from here!