Hey, this is an online personal aimed at guys or for other sissies looking for online interactions (potentially in person if we happen to be close and things to well online). There are some photos in my post history.

I will do this in bullet form to make it easier to read:

• I am a straight sissy who has issues getting girls because of how shy I am or different aspects of myself
• I am typically only sissy right now when I am horny
• I want to be loved
• When I am not loved, I want to be used. I want someone to understand how I feel, and use it against me. It's not the healthiest outlet, but I think it can be done if there is someone who understands this fact. Maybe I can get rid of some of this shame with someone understanding.
• I struggle between going deeper into my sissy side vs other pursuits
• Right now I just want someone to be there to talk to and to provide pleasure to online, and to be accepted as I am (not passable at the moment)
• I get along with thoughtful, caring people, but my horny/lonely side sometimes wants someone more forceful and demanding

For the right person, I am thinking about going deeper into this sissy persona. If you relate to this at all, as a guy seeking a sissy or as a sissy yourself, feel free to reach out!