A few weeks ago I confidently walked into a drugstore and bought $200 worth of great makeup, brushes and accessories while dressed as a man. Since then, I have not attempted to do a 'full face' of makeup even once and it makes me a little sad :(

Has anyone else ever hit such a wall?

A little more about me:

1. I am fairly advanced on the sissy scale (lots of content online)
2. Since I purchased the items, I have gone out of my way to also buy makeup removers (wipes, gels, etc.), and a nice makeup storage tray with mirror.
3. I live by myself and have had this whole past week off. With all the amply opportunity to do it, I just could never bring myself to do so.
4. I own lots of toys, clothes, camera's, and accessories in general. Makeup was the last piece.
5. I played with my butt and front on several occasions this past week, including a couple sessions where I filmed myself and tweeted about (but just didn't show my face) - I don't think my mood was an issue
6. I watched a few makeup video's online and have a half decent idea of what to do.

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(not trying to promote myself but here is my twitter in case you wanted to see more of who I am - https://twitter.com/ReenaStarfire)