I've been experimenting with anal stuff on my own over the passed year. With the hopes of chasing a sissygasm at the end. In between that I've been enjoying using my toys. I thought I came close to it once. The feeling was intense and thought I was about to cum when I started to pee. Sometimes it would be spurts but this was a full stream I had no control over. Any time I do anything, I have what I believe are peegasms. They feel gross and embarrassing.....I've tried different angles. New lubes. Anything I try I always just seem to hit the wrong spots. Only different experience I havr had is with my vibrating plug. Which is sensational but hasn't pushed me over the edge. (I'm thinking about finding one with more intense vibrations.) I'm sorry about the long post but I need some guidance. I would great appreciate it.