Ugh I'm usually very picky, I reject alot of men but whenever someone becomes aggressive and starts talking to be like just some object for their pleasure it instantly makes me weak and I give in to them. But when some men are talking to be gently and being nice It usually takes a long time for me to give in to them.

This has my kink build up to be rougher and more rougher, i used to like being dominated but now I like being beaten up, slapped, spit on, pissed on, deepthroated aggressively without my control till i vomit. Ugh nowadays i daydream of being raped so bad. Like Im starting to get into CNC gangbangs because I want all the control to be taken away from me. Sometimes I scare myself. But to be honest im such a slut I do deserve it all.