In the last week when I watch porn, I find myself subconsciously looking for girlcock instead of pussy. when I see blowjobs and anal my first thoughts are about being the women instead of the man

I’m not attracted to cock, but on girls i can’t help but look. and my mind runs. Lately it has been running a lot. To places I would have never have went not long ago. The last week maybe I have watched only ts/anal porn and I’ve been doing so much anal.

Not only that. My ass is literally getting fatter recently (noticeably) WHY do I look so feminine right now I think this abnormal horny will pass and I’ll go back to normal porn. But I am also afraid it won’t