Currently, I am 32 married (no kids) and closeted bi/sissy. No one knows other than my old daddy.

It all started when I was 18, not getting any from my gf and always horny. Got on Craigslist and. Had messages from some guys and what they wanted to do was just incredibly hot. So I met up with one and got a bj and that was it. Later on I thought about trying sucking dick myself and met up with another guy and sucked him in a field. That was the beginning of the end.

I was 18 and he was much older, probably 50s. He was gay, but down for everything I wanted to try. So we did a lot. He would pick me up and I would give him road head until we got to his place. Then we would go in and he would have outfits for me to wear. I would get on my knees and just worship his big daddy dick. I loved when he would cock slap me in the face, and I felt the weight of his cock on my face. Eventually he would cum in my mouth or on my face. I loved to keep sucking until he got soft and then back hard again. Eventually we got to anal, both ways. I used to love when we would 69. Him always on top. The way his big balls would slap my face was amazing.

I went off to college and used to try and see him when I would come home. We would sext, and I’d tell him all of my fantasies and he would make it happen. I haven’t seen him in forever no since I don’t go back to my hometown. I also haven’t gotten with anyone since starting to date my now wife.

The fantasies: be the center of a bukkake, spit roast, get fucked while fucking someone else, public bj, like a store bathroom or dressing room, then cum walk back to the car.

So I come to Reddit, fantasize, take sissy quizzes and wish I could suck some cock, while I rub my sissy clit at cum on my face.