I was a big on again off again sissy for a while. Last time I had my “sissy season” was last August and man was it invigorating. It was the first time I bought a true dildo and plug, I would go all day just waiting to fill my hole, I would suck the dildo like I was in a relationship with it and never was harder, I was just having the time of my life. Then it started waining once I moved and a lot of my stuff got lost in the move, then I threw the rest out to make room at the new place. But lately it’s the same feeling sweeping over me, I just need to fill these holes and look cute and sexy but I hate starting from scratch again. But it is an insatiable lust. I think my next dildo will be one of those squirting ones, I also wanna sissygasm so badly, I’ve been very good not playing with myself but I’m getting so pent up