Heyyyy sisters and sissy enjoyers!

I’ve been away from this sissy stuff for minute, y’all kno how it is. I gave up a while back because I largely lacked the motivation to crossdress, and i got so busy it rly just wasn’t worth my time. I had assumed I’d gotten over it (as most do lol) and for the most part, I definitely have. But today I came across something that sparked that lust I used to feel, and realized there’s still some sissy in me after all. I’ve decided to compile a list of all my “triggers” that tempt me to being a submissive fem as a 1st step to reconnecting with my sissy self, and felt like posting it here for motivation and to give me a reason to follow thru. Feel free to share your triggers, I can’t wait to hear them! Here’s mine😜:

1. Oral Fixation: So #1 on the list is the reason I was triggered today in the first place. One thing that REALLY triggers me is oral fixation in straight porn. I love watch girls stretch their mouths over really fat cocks, and hearing the sloppy wet sounds a girl makes actually makes me think about how Id sound sucking on cock.
2. Girth: Seeing Girthy meat in porn is probably one of my biggest turn ons. My meat is actually on the bigger side so Its hard finding guys big enough to dwarf it, which i kinda need to feel small and feminine. One thing I don't have though, is girth. So its really hot to me when I see girthy fat cocks cause they help remind me My dick isnt a real mans dick. It automatically makes me feel girly.
3. Sw*rling: This one is def my most embarrassing. I lowkey hate that im even saying this but my guilty pleasure Is swirl porn 😖😖. Almost ALL sissy porn is always "bbc" focused. Its hard being a black sissy trying to shed his masculinity to be constantly bombarded with reminders of how hypermasculine I am, so for that reason (and that reason ONLY. Im not into raceplay. At ALL) I prefer porn with white tops. Theres already so little porn with black sissys, and even less w/ a white top. So when Im watching straight porn, if I happen to see a swirl video, Ill end up watching it and fantasizing about being the girl, which leads me down the swirl porn rabbithole haha.
4. Pretty eyes: This is like the only non-sexual one and the one that most impacts my regular life lol. Im just a sucker for pretty eyes on a guy. When im out in public im always in my masc persona and never have sissy related thoughts, but seeing a pretty pair of eyes will really make me want a guy so bad. Ive gotten crushes on guys just from their eyes, when otherwise I wouldnt have been thinking of men at all. The right pair of eyes catching me on the wrong day might make me fold and flip to fem right there on the spot lol
5. Emojis: This is more of a minor one, especially since Im not really typing to anyone nowadays, but sometimes I like to use emojis cause the right ones sorta feminize my tone over text. Im not the greatest at it (cause like I said im not usually typing anything or to anyone as a sissy nowadays lol) but its one of those little things that helps set my mood 🥰.

So these are my triggers, for now. I'm going to update later if anything else pops up. But again mostly just posting for myself as documentation.

edit: Im gonna be on here for the next few hours at least, so if you wanna chat or got any questions for me, feel free to hmu while you still have the chance 😋, my dms are open 😉