Sooo… I’m chasing a sissygassm. I’m. 45 now but my first real sissygassm happened when I was 20. I live in a border town . So I was In Mexico. I went to “boys town” the Mexico equivalent to a red light district. so there was a street where people would say don’t go over there. It’s where all the fags go and the lady boys were. But they also had the best drink specials🤷‍♂️. So I went over I had a lady host who is obviously a guy, but she was very passable. We agreed on a price and we went back to her room and she was shy about her being a guy and I said it was OK after that she freaking dominated me, I was on my knees. I was gagging spit all over my face. She choked me. She slapped me. She fucked me and at the end I came just by penetration. It was the most amazing feeling I’ve ever felt and I’ve never felt it again I’m still trying. I do poppers. I do dodos. I’ve had a BBC fuck me and I can’t achieve the same level of satisfaction am I am broken?