I got on grindr, I ordered a lot of things off of shein a week or two ago and was anxious to try it all. I did my makeup for the first time, it looked better than I had thought, put on a wig and felt very transformed, got a message on grindr and just had a moment where I felt "ready".

Not super attracted to men, but decided I was ready to figure it out and see if it is going to be a meh moment and something I can live without or actually something I enjoy (being fucked). I invited him over.

He was in my complex within about 15 minutes, I had given him my building number but not the unit. He had asked if he could use my bathroom when he came up, and I said of course. I went into my guest room, had lube, condoms, was going to unlock my door from my phone, got on my knees and was ready to give him instruction for when he entered.. I told him to send a selfie of him in my building, which he did. Then I received a message.

"Nevermind I just pissed outside" - I am unsure why, but I instantly snapped out of the headspace, and just found this super classless. I am so unattracted to self awareness why would you tell someone that lol how do you not think to just not say anything, I was obviously going to have my mouth there and that isn't the thought I want while sucking that this cock just took a piss lol. I called it off, he wasn't happy but I feel like he sort of did it to himself.

Anyone been in a similar situation?