I'm gay. I'm 19 yo, and came to live with my boyfriend 30 yo, to another country. He is the sweetest person ever. We've been together for 6 months, and we are in love. He kinda is my sugar daddy, he pays the rent the food. And we do have a good sex life. We always play around of how we will get married... a perfect relation The only problem Is that I really really feel and like to feel like a slut. I miss the hooking up life, having fetiches with no borders. And that's literally the only motive that makes me doubt if I want to break up. Meeting guys just to be used, being a cumdump... and that fetiches never seem to go away... always comes again, stronger and stronger. I'm I broken? I'm I just a faggot? Should I hold this relation? Or should I surrender to my desires? I’m afraid