Curious as to how it started for everybody else. For me, when I was very young I used to masturbate by crossing my legs together and squeezing my dick balls between my thighs, it was like I had nothing there. I found porn and the first thing I had up my butt was a DS pen. I was young at the time but I still remember the initial burn them pleasure, even though how tiny it was. I came across castration fetish when I was circa 15 and started banding my balls, I had no idea what it even meant but I found it so hot. Around the same time is when I downloaded Kik and started to chat with men, but also the occasional women which led me to gain an attraction to small penis humiliation. Around this time is when I also had my first proper sized experience with anal play. It was a light saber sort of thing for the wii that I lubed with baby oil and it’s the best thing I’ve ever used. I have no idea where it is now but it used to be so pleasurable! Now I’m here at 21, I love wearing panties, I love getting my small dick teased, I have tiny balls, which I’m not sure if the banding at a young age helped and I love playing with my pussy. I have had a girlfriend in between all this but I’m still a virgin, only had blowjobs and handjobs but I could never cum. I still have next to 0 attraction to men. So just wondering, how did everyone else’s journey start?