Recently I hooked up with a guy for the first time in a very long time. Usually when I watch porn, bj scenes turn me on a lot. Something about watch a girl stretch her mouth wide open to swallow up a huge cock rly makes me jealous. When I get sissy cravings, I scroll through two custom feeds, one of just bj/deepthroat vids and one of just big dicks. I start having a specific craving for having my face stuffed and stretched by a big thick cock. It drives me crazy imagining all these monsters filling up my throat. So, naturally I couldn’t help myself and went and found a dick to suck on Grindr.

The thing is, the experience wasn’t satisfying at all. Idk if it was cause I hadn’t shaved/fully feminized myself, or if was cause it was dark and I couldn’t actually see the cock, or something else. But after gagging for about a minute, I was Alrdy over it. I only kept going since I was already there and may as well. I wasn’t particularly turned on and all the fantasy’s of how good I imagined it would feel had just disappeared on me. Something I had rly been craving so bad and looking forward to all of a sudden just fell flat.

How do you get satisfaction from sucking dick? Does it turn u on just doing it? Is it the idea of yr mouth being used? What do u think i can do to make giving head a more enjoyable experience?