The reason my sissy journey began was because at some point I had experienced a burning lust for cock. I used to be extremely cock thirsty, and whenever I would sext men, when I saw their dicks I would feel extremely submissive. And I really enjoyed that feeling . But ig over time that "cock craze" died down. I havent been in that submissive mood in a while. Nothing makes me feel like i want to be dominated and used anymore. Theres no more excitement when I chat with guys. Its kinda unfortunate as I would sometimes get in the mood to take sexy pics, but sort of end up with a "whats the point" attitude since Id have no one to send them too that I actually would want to be submissive for. Its just gotten kind of boring for me without someone who turns me on. Idk where I'm gonna go from here, but thats where I'm at currently.