Call me a jaded old faggot, but these days getting stoned and zoning out to hypno porn while trolling grindr for dicks to suck just doesn't always cut it for me. i dunno, i guess it just isn't new and exciting anymore. and though i do still love those things, sometimes i just can't get myself back into that headspace that makes it thrilling and exciting and scary and mind numbing. Don't get me wrong; i'm still absolutely a dirty filthy sissy cock slob who's only myself dressed like a sweet goth girl and drooling on balls. And I still love hypno porn and the things that go around it. But sometimes it just feels a little dull. Wearing panties to work doesn't even feel much different than briefs at this point.

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One part of this is whether anyone knows of any hypno porn that's got a bit of an edge to it--feminization and dick love videos aren't as thrilling as they used to be because i do that stuff pretty often. I like all kind of mind fuck stuff, like censorship, things like that. I do like some that are like, forced prostitution, full of rough content, things like that, but maybe i'm missing a whole genre that I'd enjoy.

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The other part is just those day to day things that can make it more thrilling. What do you do? Here are some of my examples:

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Sometimes I like to have pictures of real life girls I have a crush on up on my screen while I'm looking at hypno stuff to get the thrill of subconsciously making me feel like i'd be embarassed and humiliated in front of them, or that they're a sex goddess who needs it from a real man and I'll never be that. Kind of sends a shiver down my spine.

Once or twice I've gone on a cam site and advertised my sissyhood, did sexual acts for entertainment. It was fun for sure but not really practical to do all the time.

Recently I made a list of 20 things I'd let a girl do to me or that I would do for a girl. They were of various intensity and placed randomly. Things like "worship her feet and go down on her every wednesday after work" or "watch her fuck her fuck buddies and clean her up after" or "have a girly sleepover with her where we drink flavored smirnoff in our pajamas and make out, but nothing more than that". Stuff like that. Then I went out for lunch somewhere I could sit in the window, watched cute girls walk by, and when I saw someone who was particularly attractive to me I'd randomly generate a number from 1 to 20 and fantasize about sharing the corresponding activity with the girl i saw. Don't get me wrong I didn't so much as make eye contact and I wasn't visibly lusting, I wouldn't make anyone uncomfortable. But it was exciting to fantasize about and almost felt real.

Sometimes I just wear a ball gag around my place while I'm in sissy mode and just have to make myself clean up the drool. Sometimes I make a rule that every time i piss that day i have to drink a shot of it. Sometimes I go to the local porn store and just suck dicks, though admittedly I'm trying not to.

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Now, I recognize these things are... more revealing about me than anything. But I guess I figured that if I had all these little things I did sometimes, maybe you fellow sissies do too. So you tell me! What are the ways that you've found to add some flavor and excitement to your usual sissy play and hypno sessions? Don't be afraid to share even if it's silly or hyper specific.