I have to write this while i am still horny..... my confession. I used to be a daddy.. i used to fuck sissies.. i bought toys, to be used on them... i watched hypnos, to find the best ones to tell my sissies to watch... but for the last week, i find myself sticking an aneros into my ass, and fucking it while wearing panties that my former lover left, pushing the toy deep into my ass, moving it back and forth until i leak... i watch hypnos while edging, with my cock... no, my clit in a masturbation sleeve that i refuse to jerk... just turn slowly as i watch hypno after hypno... i still want a trap.. but i want one with a big cock that i can worship and suck... oh god... it makes me tremble... what have i become. Would you... please... let me suck your cock... please.