I did it. I finally left him for good! After 5 on and off years of dealing with my kids dad, I left. My last straw was him yelling at me for the laundry not being done after I had just cleaned the entire house. I dont want our daughter to think that behavior is okay. I told him we were going for some errands and now it is 1am and we are at a hotel tonight. Didnt/dont know how we’re going to make it but ik that we will, maybe even further now that I dont have to pick up after another adult. No more hearing him go off on me when I dont have a job but Then when I have one he never helps with our daughter. I was working graveyard but that resulted in me only getting an hour of sleep everyday. N him watching our daughter meant she’d watch tv until I got home. Everytime She often would be asleep infront of the tv with the messiest face but its only from one or two snacks, even when I was making making her dinners soo easy on him ! He just had to take it from the fridge to the microwave, and too her ! But they always became her breakfast, thanks to me. He wouldnt even give her a blanket some nights Also his drinking is getting worse. Last Time he started to drink this much we had a few violent incidents. In one he almost unalived me. i am finally choosing to be done with it! For our safety, sanity, and growth. I feel like it will be better.
The biggest problem is idk what to do now. My paycheck doesnt hit till Wednesday . We had enough for our gas , food, basic needs and for a room tonight. I just knew we had to get tf out of there. I was not feeling safe at all.

After posting this i will be looking at women shelter options Along with getting an online shop made n posted bc I dont like just asking people for money with nothing to give them.
I would stay with family but they are all out of state and dont have the room or money to help us out. Any advice/help is greatly appreciated Keep scrolling if you are just gonna be rude.