My children’s dad was my first everything and we were on and off since we were 14 and had two little ones. We went through a lot of downs and ofc we had good times but he ultimately left. we love each other but in the end it’s just physical connection. I thought I was starting to but he has a way with messing with my emotions and making me think we’d have a chance at being a family. I was doing good, i have a great job and am doing amazing in school, my kids have everything they need. I go out and do things for me. But I feel like if i’m around him i’ll keep being sucked in and left broken all over again because all i’m good for is my body. This is probably way too much info lol but i need advice from other mommas