my very first time it was a microdose, less than 1g probably, things felt more colorful and detailed. this was about 3-4y ago.

my next notable experience after that with shrooms was about a year ago, i was given 3.5g/4g for free on a bus ride. i chewed them thoroughly and ate them all. what i noticed first was it made everything really detailed and colorful again but this time much stronger. my body felt weak, i felt sedated and my body was limp but everything was also really funny. i felt a warm hug like sensation to my heart, and i felt like a kid again. everything looked really pretty and beautiful.

my next trips were more recent, this year specifically, and is more of what i came here to talk about.

1. 3.5g/4g as lemon tek with phenethylamine

   everything felt very wavey and weird. everything felt alive, even simple things such as a blanket, and things would seem to grow and move. reminded me of 100ug LSD visually for the comeup. I got an intense itchiness all over me (histamine release?) that wouldn't go away even though i showered twice.

there was a lot of serotonin, so much so that i was jaw clenching asf to the extent it hurt my teeth slightly as well as shaking violently, as if id taken a massive dose of dxm or something. however this experience i was also on phenethylamine which strongly affected this. i saw blue and green colors trailing everywhere, everything looked lush and green even though it's just things like walls or some basic shit.

when i got up to walk around, movement was difficult like trying to walk on DXM or LSA, everything had a very spongy weird feel to it as well. it felt almost like trying to move/walk through water, and the experience as a whole felt like a magical fantasy world or some shit but very aquatic at the same time. i saw writing flowing everywhere, on the walls, on the floor, on my arms, everywhere. that aspect reminded me a lot of LSH because that one would make me see red writing flowing in the walls

the trip had a very crystalline gem-like feel to it, a lot of stimulation that reminded me of meth, amphetamine, or lsd yet there was also sedation and my movement was fucked. reminded me of dxm and lsh a lot too.

when i started to peak, i saw myself in a lush green forest like place, but it felt like it was underground in some weird void (this is when i closed my eyes). i saw millions of different people's lives, and saw all the different paths i could take. i introspected a lot and gained more awareness, but spiraled into a bad trip. shrooms also seem to induce a strong violent feeling in me during bad trips, i don't know why, but i start to feel aggressive. this could be attributed to my ptsd or something similar, I'm not sure.

my thoughts trailed and echoed, i got thought loops, and i saw all the different ways i could perceive things. i also talked to some entities, but didn't end up remembering my peak very much.

1. 3.5g as lemon tek (with slight tolerance) with 60-80mg DXM

i had a few trips inbetween the previous one and this most recent one, but i didn't binge much. It still felt crystalline, but not in the same way. didn't have the same special aquatic feel, wasnt as intense visually, but i was so fucked up i couldn't walk much at all. every time i hit my cart i would break through and see a different world that was green, yellow, and orange, like a forest with cogs and machineary that would form into strange humanoid like entities. this time i tried listening to music and it sounded really fucking good and i suddenly realized how much ive been missing out by not listening to music while tripping.

Anyway, that's all for now. my next trip i wanna do 5-6g and see where it goes.