so i describe everything to chatgpt to it could rewirte it more neat and stuff so this is just the intro basicily off the plug i bought shroom chocolate it had 250 mlg per square and it had 20 squares and 5 grams total at first we took one to see how our body would respond we got high we did not see things after that we started taking more im gonna descirbe what i expeinced at the peak

I took around 3 to 3.5 (probobly) grams of psilocybin mushrooms with my friends, when I was peaking, that’s when it got intense. at first i saw wieird patterns then smoke then it turned into patterneds again then it got more poerfull after like 10 mins The walls started melting, and I could see a lot of strange things like Aztec symbols and numerals. The dog numeral from the Aztec calendar appeared, which felt deeply connected to me since my last name means "dog" and my birth month aligns with it in the Aztec calendar. It was like a reminder of my roots. i also saw Tlaloc on the wall and it was raining during the trip too i saw aztec bone symbals and i think i saw the moon god im not sure though

But then things took a darker turn. As I was looking around, I saw a samurai helmet appear on the walls. After that, I saw a demon's head. It was perfectly spherical, with two round eyes and a smirk. It wasn’t just a passive figure, though. It felt like it was watching me, almost like it was alive. before that I looked again, the demon had changed—it had sharp, elfish ears, but when I looked later, they were gone. It was constantly shifting, revealing different aspects of itself.

At some point, I noticed a candle in the living room, glowing brightly. I didn’t realize at first that it was a candle that belonged to my family member who had passed away very recently, but it felt like there was some kind of connection. When I blew it out, that’s when the trip got worse. It shifted into a full-blown bad trip. I was overwhelmed by emotions—anger, resentment—and my cousin, who was drunk and acting like a jerk, made everything worse. I started feeling like I wasn’t even human anymore. My mind was clouded with these dark, violent urges, and I had a pencil in my hand. I felt like I wanted to hurt someone, to stab them, and I had to physically stop myself from acting on it.

At the same time, I felt disconnected from my body. It was like I was just watching myself, viewing everything through my eyes but not actually being in my body. I remember my friend trying to talk to me, but I couldn’t even respond. I just stared at him, feeling completely detached from everything around me.

Then, I saw a portal open up in the wall. I don’t really remember what the world beyond it looked like, but it felt like I was being shown something. The portal shifted into the samurai helmet again, and then back to the demon’s face, like they were connected in some way. I remember being terrified of the portal, feeling like I didn’t want to go back there. I told myself, "I’m not going into that world again."

Afterward, I felt like my entire sense of self had been shattered. I confronted all the darkness and suppressed parts of myself—things I didn’t want to face before. But instead of being consumed by it, I acknowledged it, and now I’m trying to understand and make peace with it. The trip was a deep, raw confrontation with myself—both the light and the dark sides—and it left me feeling changed. I’m no longer ignoring the parts of me that I used to avoid; I’m facing them head-on and trying to move forward.

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just to everyone to know i got the bad trip becuase my cousin got drunk and started being a dick from there the negativity i was feeling was getting worse even when he feel asleep i was already feeling down and then after the candle it was a full blown bad trip