im tired n on my phone n im going to bed so this post is gonna be how its gonna be

Last time i tripped it was a year ago n I haven't touched it since because it was my best trip. At first it was a lil overwhelming. Crying hiding. I just sat there, closed my eyes, and curled up in a ball. As I was holding myself, my perspective switched up and everything was warm and tingly. I couldn't stop smiling and i was the happiest I'd ever been. I was so grateful for everything and everyone including me. It felt like i was overflowing w love to give. The best part was my body felt like separate entity and it was tying me down. I rarely opened my eyes or moved for 8 hours. Everything seemed to vibrate and it was beautiful. I don't think I need one anymore. The switch up in the way I viewed everything was whiplash inducing. I had to rebuild my identity. I can't go thru that again. Not right now. I had to change a lot about my life but it's never been better. I'm still a little dizzy but im finding myself slowly.