Nearly 2 months in and nearing my first harvest I’ve started developing quite severe hallucinations and delusions. I’ve never taken shrooms before and only smoked weed a handful of times so it’s almost 100% neurological, and with the screener before the actual diagnosis which I am yet to do it appears to be something in the schizophrenia spectrum. This unfortunately means I’ll never be able to safely take my shrooms without near granted psychosis. It’s not going to stop me from growing though, I found this process very enjoyable and stimulating and bridging the gap between legal and not legal is really interesting to me. My plan is to just try to build my collection of shrooms with no real goal in mind, just mostly numbers, but yea no taking them. When I’m stabilized and properly medicated I might end up taking them and just having people in my life be looking out for signs of being in psychosis because I have some deep trauma that I haven’t been able to reach through therapy that I was hoping to break open a bit with shrooms. Anyway this is an unfortunate development but I’ll still continue to grow and be a part of this lovely community