Hey guys,

Id like some clarity pls. I took shrooms twice. 1g at first (white albino) and it was just super uncomfortable for me and I had a little headache but it went away after an hour or so.

Took some a couple months later, prolly had 3.5g. my mate had the same. We popped some and went outside hoping to see our vision change. But we ended up sitting under a tree with our head in our hands, basically rocking back and forth like a druggie because of the hot, uncomfortable nature of the 🍄‍🟫.

It got more intense, it was so uncomfortable I wanted it to stop. I didn't know what to do so I smoked a J. OML was that a bad idea, I was stoned and it made me so much more emotional and uncomfortable. We headed back in because I was damn near debilated off that J and we watched Jake v Tyson (ik ik😭) and seeing someone I kinda looked up to get beat in his old age by a Disney kid made intensely sad. Then I'd get super angry at Jake, then back to super sad.

The fight finished but the trip didn't, I was still hella uncomfortable, threw my phone across the room, my mate and I were pacing around, he'd set up a front facing cam so when he thought I was going manic, he'd tell me to look at myself to ensure I'm not losing it too much.

In the end I decided to just hop in bed, put my blanket over my eyes and let the trip happen. The emotional-ness from the J was still there, I basically was in my head about whether I was actually tripping or if I'm just thinking normally and the shrooms are just causing an uncomfortable side effect. Sometimes I'd remember small shit in my life I did to people that I still regret to this day, even though they prolly don't even remember it happening.

I was going through a lot mentally at that time. Once we felt a bit better, we went for a walk, grabbed a cold sodie and spoke about how FUCKING UNCOMFORTABLE that was. But although I don't think my mate agrees, I felt like I found peace. Idk how to explain it, I kind of became one with the uncomfortability and immersed myself in it and let it happen.

I used take bong rips multiple times everyday, I was definitely addicted. But after I took shrooms I kinda didn't feel the need or the want to do it as often anymore. Not saying it fixed my addiction because I relapsed after but eventually I got off it due to self discipline.

I didn't rly see much visual change, maybe things looked a bit more saturated that normal (the redish saturation). May you pls let me know if what I experienced was normal and if they were real shrooms would you expect this experience or something else?

TLDR; New user, had a weird trip (mixed it with a J), pls confirm if it's normal or I got sold some BS shrooms.

For reference, I'd like to take it again for personal growth reasons, I don't take it as a party drug. And I definitely wouldn't mix ganja with it.