It's hard for me to even type here because I think I'm still experiencing alot of the physical effects but I'm in the midst of my trip and I've found something very essential to my life. Or rather a someone.

8am: I took 3gs of mushrooms today and the come up was very anxiety inducing, more than the last time I had. I wasn't tripping as hard so I took another shroom expecting to see some more intense visuals but nothing came about. I started to text my friend and he told me that, I should try to find "Mini me" and heal him. I know ew exactly what he was trying to say so I turned on a special song. One that I knew would make me cry.

10am: from 10 to 12 I was completely befuddled. I didn't even know that 11am existed. I closed my eyes with my headphones on and I literally was unable to open them back up. I felt paralyzed and the bass in my headphones were fucki g insane. Actually I just put them back on. I was transported through time and space quite literally and I left this plane to go find my old soul from long ago. I found him and he was singing ontop of a red Chevrolet impala that smelled like modly chocolate milk¹. Found him, albeit I had no idea what he looked like but I know what his soul looked like. Grabbed him and consoled him. I showed him all the love I could. And I sat down and listened to music with him. All he needed was a few more friends and a hug.

1Pm hits and I'm still feeling a bit altered but I know I'm on the comedown. Anytime I wanna be with him, I know to listen to Part II (On the run) but Jay z and beyonce. God that song is gorgeous.

¹ I loved chocolate milk and spilled it all over the red impala and it stunk there as it molded for 2 summers.