So I tripped on shrooms for the fourth time with 4 other friends, let’s call them A,B,C and D. I have only tripped with A and B and it was always amazing like very spiritual. C is a person we have been hanging out with recently like 6 months friendship and D is friend of C who we have known for 4 months.

C has a very genuine vibe to him and D is a nice guy but just to talkative even sober, since he talks dumb shit we kinda keep distance from him. So it was C’s birth and he wanted to do shrooms we were down. It was D’s first time. While taking the mushroom he wanted more so I was hesitant but I didn’t say anything negative. Well all took a good amount and where chillin with good music light and safe environment. D started to trip first and followed by C. C was a lil agitated But was coming in terms with it but D was filled and passed out for 5 seconds we got him up calmed him down and changed the music, he was fine after but was a and eventually rest of us started to trip and it was going good C had come in terms with it and we started to listen to hilight tribe and eventually 1.5 hours into the trip D started talking about every one like cussing and degrading and saying he is the smartest in the room, we all were still chill closed our eyes trying to meditate but D was shaking us and stuff eventually he stared to more smack about each one and got into A,B and C head as they were a lil pissed.

C was kinda giving it back to D but was like dude chill I don’t make me give it back to you. A was next to D, once A had enough he came next to me and B came close to me and was holding my hand. This guy was still going at every one talk like how B’s dad would ashamed if he saw her doing drugs n shit, he dad had passed away like a month back, All the other three were responding to him but I didn’t I was not mad, I was just calm so the other three A,B, and C came next to me n I was calming them down. This kind pisses him off I guess coz he came up to me and said “what are you a big shot” in a abusive way in my mother tongue and then when yo said “you think you are a saint” and said “I bet you are assuming yourself as god” I said nothing n was enjoying my trip. He went on for like 4 hrs. There is more to the trip but I’m keeping short here.

I wanna know why I didn’t give it back to him? Why did the other three come to me? Why was D acting like that, was that the way he felt about us? Why he couldn’t get into my head?