psilocybin is the most powerful drug in the world,

I began to question my life in such a deep, almost mystical way that everything lost its meaning, I was about to kill myself, the feeling was very overwhelming.

I was analyzing and overthinking for many days, all day.

I was very close to go into permanent madness

Thank God I was able to go to my trusted psychiatrist and I was able to talk to someone, if it hadn't been for that I might have been tied up in a psychiatric hospital or dead.

I have never been so happy to feel "normal" again.

Now even the smell of mushrooms disgusts me.

Fuck it all, I was trying to get the meaning out of life, and that almost cost me my own mind and life

Now I just want to be happy, live normally, without overanalyzing, life has no meaning, just be happy and that's it.

Once I think I read a saying that the more intelligent a person is, the more they question life and that brings unhappiness.

I prefer to be stupid and happy

thanks for reading, I love you all