Guys, excuse the intensity or the annoyance with the subject but I don't have anyone to talk about these things with

Last night I ate 2.5 grams of mushrooms (psilocybin) at about 8 pm at night, I was waiting for about 3 hours and I didn't feel ANYTHING

Out of anger I said well let's take 3 microdose capsules (150 mg) to see if they get me high or if I feel something minimal. I waited half an hour and NOTHING

I literally went to sleep with anger because they cost me a lot of money there at the stroke of 12 am I realized that I can't sleep and suddenly with my eyes closed I start to see demons of all shapes and colors, all that stuff suddenly came to me

the funny thing is that I didn't feel scared or anything, I had a great feeling of peace, connection and inexplicable love and I said that these fucking demons haha ​​relax is the effect of the mushrooms and I started to laugh at them, then smiling demons of many colors started to appear to me and I felt joy and enjoyment with them

I felt that they were my "friends", I decided to put on my headphones and listen to music and BAM my brain exploded with joy and happiness, I felt a wave of heat and kaleidoscopic figures and geometric shapes with beautiful colors that changed to the rhythm of the music, I felt that God was with me at this moment and he told me take this moment enjoy, solve your mental pains and stop being overwhelmed!

I embraced that moment and I think that for the first time in my life I felt full and happy, I was like that until about 2:30 AM

After that I stopped seeing figures and I became extremely reflective, I was analyzing all my behaviors and things that I wanted to improve about my personality in a very deep way, and I understood the why of many things

When I looked at the clock again it was 2:31 AM lol how the hell did I analyze so many things in just 1 minute?

I was like that until about 4:30 AM, which seemed like 10 hours, then I went to reddit to answer some comments and I was very focused and concentrated

At about 5 AM I felt like I was getting back to normal, I kept listening to music until 5:30 AM and then I fell asleep

Today at 8 AM I woke up refreshed, I feel like a new person, the anxiety I felt before is gone, I could say that this has been the best experience of my life and it changed my perspective.

I just wanted to share it and by the way I'm not encouraging anyone to get into drugs

peace