To get some things out of the way

(1) i’m a very anxious person, i’m not sure if i like hallucinating. And i already feel like passing out or dying whenever i feel lightheaded, esp during panic attacks. Shrooms panic attack sounds terrifying.

(2) I’m gonna use this alone, in my room at night, while i still live with my family. So what if someone comes in during my trip, what if no one comes in but i’m in constant fear of that happening. Will i entertain myself for long enough in my room or should i do other things?

(3) i heard mushrooms can change what you believe in and make you a different person blabla. i’m pretty religious, i heard people say you’ll not believe in christianity anymore. And i don’t want to become one of those broke spiritual hippies from the streets, or an eccentric psychonaut.

(4) they are not mushrooms but magic truffels. Sorry for not saying this earlier lmao. But they still have psilocybin in them, and function the same. I don’t know any dealers because i don’t take hard drugs, and buying online is sm easier.

Tell me everything i need to know with the info above 👆 what i should be aware of, how to NOT get a bad trip. How to learn from the trip, if i should go through with taking truffels at all. The only drug i’ve tried so far was Kratom, so i don’t really have tolerance and Kratom was already heavier than i thought. Any advice is appreciated