Long story short I have a strong desire to take a heroic dose of shrooms after I found out my girlfriend of three years had been cheating on me for the past 2.

Even when I found out and she promised to change, as you can imagine, she's still spending the night at his house and lying about where she is.

For some reason I have this strong urge to take a large amount of shrooms. I feel like the resouning answer will be not to but I wanted to check myself before I wreck myself just in case.

I appreciate you all giving me your input. Really really really needed like minded people to remind me of how terrible of an idea it is. It's also a great fucking reminder that once I'm a little ways past this I can use them help me get back on my feet.