Okay so I like to trip with the gas it’s just something i got myself into and now it’s a staple in my trips. Last night i tripped on probably like 2 and a half grams in tea form. I sipped on that and smoked while it was kicking in. So when im done I go to hit my ballon, super excited for it to intensify my trip and everything. So im tripping going out into the shroomverse and all of a sudden I feel as im being judged. I continued to hit my ballon, im starting to trip balls when my visuals turn into a pulsing figure of someone shaking their finger at me. So now im feeling guilty for using the gas while i trip but it was already there and the ballon was in my hand type shit. When i tell yall the shroom gods or whoever is up there said “You wanna nod out huh?” and then shut me out of my trip, ive never experienced anything like it. After that I was stuck in this weird like base high and could no longer get into that mind flow trippy headspace. I do wanna say i have a problem with N2O when i trip, its very much a clutch for me but i had never felt guilty for it or judged so it was just super weird and i can’t stop feeling like i offended someone.