So I struggled with cptsd most of my life but over the last year I got tons of mdma assisted psychotherapy and I’m doing much much better. So good that I recently went out to a party ( after hours) did mdma there and had a great time! As a major symptom of cptsd that I struggle with it’s lack of boundaries and ppl pleasing, social anxiety,at the club though it was very new for me but I was able to enforce my boundaries ( dudes trying to pick me up) and it felt great. So I’m fairly new to mushrooms ( bunch of smaller experiences and yesterday was my 2d 3gram golden teacher trip) As an intention I had to understand boundaries even stronger… so at the peak of it the mushroom told me he will show me boundaries if I take it socially ( in that club) for the rest of my trip I tried imagining what that would be like as I was in bed with blindfold and comfy blanket but still shaking and freezing….how would that feel socially? What do u guys think? Do u ever take it to party? If yes how much? Should I believe the mushroom? He seemed fukin wise😭🤣