I took 1.5g yesterday (with lemon) with 3 of my best friends, and I am realizing that every other trip has basically been a bad:uncomfortable one. I wouldn’t say they were all bad because they taught me a lot and I always felt safe, but my last trips with riddled with anxiety and feeling panicked. I’ve always struggled to let go and be comfortable with the feeling of a reality shift from drugs.

I set my intention to feel happiness and right as I was drinking my smoothie, I journaled and wrote that I would let go and let the shrooms take me wherever they needed to and that I had no reason to be afraid.

It turned out to be the best day of my life. My friends and I had a pool day in our backyard just listening to the best music, laying down staring at the clouds and blowing bubbles and were laughing hysterically the whole day and never stopped smiling once. I felt pure happiness , and now I understand how shrooms can cure depression and anxiety.

It was such a healing day for us, we all felt like little kids again. Life felt so beautiful and there were a lot of things that would have made me afraid and sad during my past trips like thinking that I’m about to graduate college and grow old, but I just kept thinking that everything will be fine in life no matter what and was never sad. It felt like nothing bad could happen and I just needed to be happy. We all felt the same way and were the happiest we’d ever been.

We even had our sober roommate and her friend show up asking us for weed and doing things that definitely would have made me anxious in the past, but the vibes of the trip were so good it didn’t bother any of us or make us anxious.

I know this is what people talk about over and over, but i’ve tripped 3 times before and this was the first time I let go and realized just how happy you can be on shrooms. My last trips always had an eerie, uncomfortable feeling. I always thought that they would always be uncomfortable no matter how much they teach you. I was so wrong. Best experience of my life, thank you mushies🫶 i’m so happy I was able to let go and respect the plant and what they can do.