Hey friends!

Just wanted to share my last trip, seeing as it wasn't the most pleasant; but DEF learned a lot.

So me and my GF took about 2g's each while mostly looking to heal, while also have a little fun at a party along the journey. I had been dealing with a lot of depression and anxiety lately; and having done shrooms/psychs before, I knew/felt it'd be a great way to break out of the "human"-ness.

Anyways, we took, and let the shrooms kick in while she was getting ready and getting our feet wet before going to the party. While I was laying on bed, slight visuals, I noticed a REALLY heavy feeling in my body, as well as my aura. I could physically FEEL the blockages, but couldn't escape them - which, in turn, pretty much kept me from really ENJOYING the waves that were coming over.

Then, we went to the party, and... eh. I was still feeling that weight, as well as a lot of judgement (probably both real AND perceived) from others. So, I left for a little while and cried out what I was feeling. Still felt pretty weird the rest of the night while I chilled at home and journaled, watched some TV, and embraced these emotions. Couldn't really CRY IT ALL OUT like I'd think the shrooms would let me, the emotions kinda just sit there. Lol.

Now, a few days later, I definitely feel quite a bit better - but I'd love to hear your thoughts on the "heaviness" and what the medicine was telling me? Especially since I couldn't "release" them? Anyways - no judgements, would love to hear y'all's opinions!