I shouldn't be here. I know that. It's wrong. But this heart wants what it wants, and it's in control. I check my makeup in the sun visor. My lips look pale and dry, so I grab my tinted lip balm from my purse. My hands shake as I apply the light red shade to my lips. Why am I so nervous? This isn't the first time. And it sure as hell won't be the last. Probably, because it's 12:30 in the afternoon. It's daylight. We can't hide in the dark of the night when the sun is shining above. I hear a car pull in behind me. I look in my rearview mirror and see your bright red Firebird. Butterflies do flips in my stomach. My heart beats as fast as the wings of a hummingbird. I shut my visor, and open my door. Your smile could melt ice cream. I can feel my legs become noodles with each step toward you. You wrap your arms around me and pull me in. Your lips taste like mint. The flavor awakens my every sense. I never want it to stop. I'm addicted to this high. Your soft hands graze my face. Your forehead rests against mine as your soft gaze hypnotizes me. "Come with me," you say as you grab my hand. "There is something I want to show you." I watch you, hand in hand, as my body floats behind you. You are so perfect. Your soft peach skin. Your short brown hair. The way your feet angle in when you walk. That gorgeous smile wrapped in your neat and trimmed goatee. 'Is this what could nine feels like?' I think to myself as you lead me to what looks like a mini house sitting beside the river. "This is a playhouse my cousin's and I used to play in when we were younger," he said, as he lead me inside. He sat down on a bench and patted his knee. I sat, and wrapped my arms around his shoulders. He places his head on my chest, my heart still fluttering with excitement. "I used to sit here and stare at the river," he whispered. "dreaming about one day having my own house and sitting by the window, starring at the water with my wife." Oh, the goosebumps that raced over my skin. Music to my ears, those words. Although, I knew in the back of my mind, it was impossible. He wouldn't leave her.... "Hey?" I snapped back into reality. "Everything okay?" He said softly as his lips grazed my neck. "Of course" I smiled as I lead his lips toward mine. "This is perfect" I felt his tongue dance into my mouth. His hand found it's way up my skirt, and I let out a sigh of pleasure. "You are so beautiful," he stammered between kisses. His hands on mission to expose my skin. My body melted into him, every move a response to his. It was like our bodies and souls were in sync. "I never want this to end," I gasp as he takes me in.