Today a tech guy installed a program on my laptop and I had the cringiest moment of this month! I don’t have an organized desktop. So basically I have screenshots of outfits all over my screen, tops, dresses and earrings, purses and etc. basically screenshots on top of another because they didn’t all fit on the desktop: then he said “wow, are you sure you have enough space/ memory to install the program?” I said yes. I was embarrassed But then I realized my desktop is a reflection of my current situation I have a mess in my room with bags and things I purchase and I can’t walk by the side of my bed because of this.

Then another embarrassing situation this one still Makes me cringe, he went on to my downloads and I had a book called “the power of the p*ssy. It’s a dating book for women my emailed me. That I never even read. I was so embarrassed I just deleted it from there and he saw and didn’t say anything. I wanted to explain hey it’s just a dating guide book. But I didn’t say anything. Now I hope he doesn’t talk about his with his boss- who knows me.

After this I deleted most of the screenshots of outfits I wanted to buy from laptop and others I organized on a a folder. And I want to start cleaning my room and closet and see what I am keeping and returning.