The record player and figure skates I guess I could say were sensible purchases but the rest… I can’t stop buying clothes and shoes. I have plenty, I’m running out of space to put it. I love shopping online, I have depression and it’s the best thing to distract myself and give myself some excitement. Constantly refreshing my email inbox to see delivery updates. I do send some of it back, I’m scared I’ll get banned from asos because that’s where I do it the most.

I also spent loads on makeup and skincare.

Today I gave my mother my PayPal account and debit card to force myself not to spend. I’m going to regret it when I really want to buy something. I don’t know what to do. It helps me depression so isn’t it kind of a good harmless thing?

I’m hoping I can distract myself with ice skating and getting lessons and practicing all the time. Just got to wait 2 weeks for the skates.