I've been on a respawn journey, but I'm not sure if I can even say that I am being I keep procrastinating it. My method is to Astral Project and then respawn from there, I even contacted a spirit guide who told me I could do so. My problem isn't even the astral projecting part, it's just the fact that I keep giving up not even half way through the guided meditation. It's very hard for me to lay still. I'm afraid of change and I feel like my brain can't fathom doing something this big. My thoughts have been racing really quickly recently, and I've been experiencing a lot of doubt. It feels like I'm just doomed to be in my mindset and never respawn and I hate the thought of that.