I used to cheat on my ex because she treated me like shit and I felt trapped in a relationship I didn't want to be in. For a few years it was just getting sucked off anon by dudes here and there. A few regular gloryholes and a few regular guys I was comfortable enough sitting back and letting them suck and slurp me up.

It progressed to bending hooded and blindfolded guys over and topping them. Always used a condom for anal sex. Back and forth getting blowjobs and using these horny guys holes. Some became regular. Was maybe once or twice a week.

One day I was talking to this guy on Grindr. He was probably late 30s to early 40s in age. I think I was like 25 or 26 I'm 34 now. He was only like a half mile away. He was fit and masculine and pretty attractive from what I could see. The plan was walk in he would be sitting on the couch with an eye mask. We had agreed on a blow and go situation.

I pull up to his place. Nice home. I walk in. He doesn't have any pants on and is stroking the most beautiful big and rock hard cock I'd ever seen in person. His mouth is open and waiting. I drop pants and stick my dick in. It was one of the best blowjobs I'd never had. My legs were shaking and I couldn't hold back. I'm usually very quiet but I was moaning loudly. I pretty quickly shot my cum in his mouth. He eagerly sucked and made sure he got every last drop. I stepped back and looked at him and without really thinking I dropped to my knees and took his huge cock in my mouth. I couldn't even fit half of it in.

I doubt I was any good at sucking dick, but I felt like I wasnf doing bad for my first time. Half way through he pulled my mouth off of is amazingly perfect cock brought my lips up to his and gave me one of the most passionate kisses I've ever experienced. That was the first and only time I have kissed a man. He had an orgasm within 4 or 5 minutes it felt like. His cum wasn't thick or sticky. It was smooth silky and delicious. It was a huge load. I swallowed every last drop. Got up without saying a word. Pulled up my pants and left.

I loved it, and couldn't tell myself I was I was totally straight anymore.