I don't really care for gender, nor do I feel all too connected to my body. My problem comes more with sex and relationships though. I've been married for a little over a year. I enjoy having a partner to share my life with. My partner feels unloved because I'm not very intimate. I just don't get it I guess. I've never experienced sexual arousal caused by looking at anyone regardless of attractiveness. It's hard for me to understand why or how others feel in these topics. I do have a libido, but it's more hormonal than anything. I do have sex and enjoy it, but sometimes it feels like a chore. I'm actually unsure if I just do it to make my partner happy. I've always been dense when it comes to these things and missed obvious signs like whether someone is being nice or flirting or when someone has a crush on me. Saliva kind of grosses me out, but I bear with it, and I'm not super interested in receiving head or kissing. Sometimes I find touching to be overstimulating or annoying. We normally don't cuddle when we're sleeping because it bothers me, but we do have like three blankets on the bed that are shared or horded. It's hard for me to grasp the boundaries between relationships and friendships. I wouldn't mind having multiple partners that may or may not include sex, but my partner prefers to only have me and for me to not have anyone else.