First I thought that it must be somehow related to porn consumption and testosterone. But even after abstaining for weeks (and my testosterone going back to normal levels, because I got morning wood again) I still don't feel any excitement or sexual pleasure.

I still can look at porn pictures and feel nothing, even after abstaining for weeks. I can physically ejaculate, it sounds weird but I don't orgasm when I ejaculate. Ejaculation feels like pissing out dense urine, it doesn't come with any kind of pleasure at all.

Nothing in my life has happened, my life is just how it was but I started losing interest already 2 years ago, but now it's totally gone. I never had a partner and I'm still a virgin, if that matters somehow.

I am worried why it is like that. I tried finding something on Google but I didn't find a case which is similar to mine.