It started when I was 12 yo, I hung around the block like normal kids and would play football and scooter up and down the streets. When one of the neighbors on the other street saw me. They were nice, the husband and wife waving high and going about their business and gradually started to talk to me day by day and eventually progressed farther to inviting me in and asked if I could help to basic chores for a little cash since the husband had a bad back. Which at 12yo was great money for just hailing the trash cans around and walking the dog.

Nothing really happened the first time but after a little while the wife would hug me and when I left grabbed or smacked my butt as I would leave to find friends to play with and didn't really think much of it other than being a little embarrassed. (This of course is where I should've been wary of them and avoided them but I was a dumb kid)

Then after a little while she got bolder while the husband just kinda watched as she got more and more handsy and eventually one day when I did my round of the neighborhood to see if anyone was home to play and no one was around. I saw the wife outside watering her garden and she invited me in for the cash i earned.

When I walked in the husband was as usual resting on the couch watching TV but this time porn was playing, we kept walking to the kitchen and she gave me the cash and offered me a cold drink since it was hot outside and I took and drank it. I was little embarrassed and was antsy so i TRIED to leave but she held me back wanted to talk more to me in the kitchen. I could hear the Porno in the background in the other room and she kept talking about something I don't remeber really. Then she asked if I knew what her husband was watching and I mumbled kinda since internet was a thing and watched it a few times.

She smiled and talked about what I thought about it and if I ever done anything like that before. Which I mumbled a reply no. and then started asking other questions about sex and eventually she took her tank top down and asked if I liked her breasts I was dumbfounded and just kinda nodded which she then kissed me. And started fondling me. I was confused and scared and I tried to pull away but that's when I noticed my head was swimming and I couldn't really get up from the kitchen chair. (Turns out they spiked my drink with something)

She was kissing fondling me and noticed I got hard through my shorts, that's when she half dragged me to the living room and that's where everything went down hill.

I tried to protest and get away but whatever she gave me started hitting me hard. I won't go into detail but they both used and raped me. After a while and was able to walk home i limped home but not before they reminded me of the threats and if anything Ballenger blah blah blah. I was scared and no one was home yet so I just showered and bolted myself in my room. I didn't tell anyone since they were very through with their threats, and eventually had to go back to them because if said threats (i know know i should've told someone anyonebut ) was young dumb and terrified)

It continued for a few years and things escalated. they took turns, roughly used me but nothing that could be seen by anyone in public and even had friends and let them take turns with me as well.

Luckily they moved and never heard from them again. But it's messed me up a lot. My needs and desires are totally fucked because of them and I can't orgasm it do anything sexual without thinking back to the memories.

Sorry for the rant. I'm better now and this was just a purge to get shit off my chest/ hopefully give help to others that things can get better.

Peace