hi all. i think i was SA back in high school but it’s mostly a blur in memory. i met up with an old friend who told me this same guy was in prison, he was charged with rape and murder (other things too but i don’t remember exactly).

i told her why should it matter we hadn’t seen him since sophomore year in high school about 3.5 yrs ago. she said “remember he used to always grab your things and sides? he also would touch your ass”.

i just was like oh him ok and became really quite. i feel so embarrassed and disgusted and guilty. idk if this was SA but i did not wanna be touched but at the same time he is really attractive so im confused. 😭 he was the popular football player too who went to college for football too

feeling guilty bc he’s in prison and maybe i should’ve said something? was this SA? i’m just feeling a bit lost atm.