Hi all, I have a long history with my mother and I still live with her and my father. I’m generally tough skinned but after watching l’affaire outreau documentary on Netflix a few weeks ago I feel like crap, im not depressed just my situation depresses me.

I live in fear of what she’ll do next, im always on edge. I’ve been told by a few hotlines and my deputy manager that what she did could be considered an offence to the police but I’m scared to report her as I know deep down she won’t be prosecuted (im not anti police, I hope to work in the military police in the future) im just being realistic.

I can’t move on because I’m always waiting for what’s next. Anyhoot, ramble over