I’m not ok. I’m trans and disabled and don’t have many job opportunities so I escort and make porn. Most of the time I don’t mind it in fact I’m actually moving to California in June to be closer to the industry but just because my job is essentially sex doesn’t mean shit can’t happen and tonight I had a client that very much mislead me on what they wanted from me and I wasn’t prepared for it. To me it’s almost worst when they don’t even realize what they are doing is wrong because like they still paid me and weirdly where like adamant about making sure I felt safe like in the sense of like I wasn’t in any danger but still did that and so now I’m confused on how to feel. Cause like A for effort but massive F for execution? And again he still paid me and brought me home but that doesn’t make it ok does it? Like I wanted to burst into tears as he was……ya know. Anyway I just had to share.