On Monday evening I met up with a guy I had been talking to for a few weeks. We were viking so well and we called on the phone before and met at a coffee shop before going back to my place. Everything went to hell so fast. I ended up telling him to stop and leave before I locked myself in my bathroom with my machete and called my roommate for backup. Her boyfriend throw him out but I didn't want to call the police. I think the police would side with him because of what we had been texting and I'm already dealing with a legal thing with a different man. I guess I'm asking how do I try and start to heal? I'm in the process of finding a therapist for other reasons but I need one now more then before. Just gotta keep moving forward? I've kept working each day because the distraction helps some