Why I fantasize with rape, being a multiple SA victim?

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To sum up my story(I'm 22), my grandpa used to SA me since I remember ( I only remember kissing and cuddling) Later on in my 15th birthday party, a men (24) raped me every way possible. And a few months later I became an exchange student and was drugged and abused by my host dad that year.

Since I was 15 the only thing that turns me on when watching sex is moment being abused and roughly handled. And that's what I like in bed too. I don't enjoy romantic sex.

And I feel sick and I think that it's very wrong how I feel about sex.

Does anyone feel the same ? Have you gotten over it ?

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