Okay so my fwb has been begging (well actually asking politely on occasion - but begging sounds better) to fuck my ass for a while now. We do plenty of butt stuff but I've been nervous to take his actual cock. Well last weekend before he left for the holidays I told him we could give it a try. He was really excited, it was cute.

I had it all planned out and rode him, dick in pussy, reverse cowgirl while he warmed up my other hole with his fingers. It was pretty embarrassing knowing where he was looking the whole time, and how clinically he touched me. But I kinda enjoy that exposed feeling. It took a while, but I was eventually able to let him in. I guess the process was a little much though because once I was used to him enough to start moving back and forth he warned me he wasn't going to last very long. And I was like, for real?! I'm going to go through all this process just so you can nut in 20 seconds?

He told me we could keep going after he came but I knew we wouldn't. But I had an idea. His balls were easy ro grab between our legs and so I grabbed them and told him he better not cum. We don't have like a BDSM relationship but we do some spanking both ways sometimes, so this wasn't totally crazy for us. I ended up slapping his balls until he started to go a little soft in me. Well he didn't get pushed all the way out so I carefully rode him back to hard again. He clearly didn't mind my game because he let me know when he was close again and I did the same thing!

It was great being able to take my time and have an excuse to indulge my evil side. I don't know how long we did that for but it was a while! I let him keep some dignity in the end though. When I told him to cum he moved me so we were doggy style and he pounded me way harder than I expected for our first anal. At least that part was quick though.